Fire-Up 2015 By Julie Genovese
By Julie Genovese
Asking for help is humbling for me. But I’m trying to tear my old DIY badge off my t-shirt. So last week, I reached out for advice from a fabulous blogger, mamapreneur and writing teacher, Suzi Banks Baum at Laundry Line Divine.
By allowing that relief, I’d no clue just how quickly the universe would be on the job.
Suzi listened lovingly to my woes about finding balance between home, biz and self-care. She gave me two suggestions. I also wear a badge of practicality so I’m all about homework. But what seemed like slightly impractical ideas had my resistance popping up like a nervous prairie dog.
Her first suggestion, to feed my inner hunger, was to get together with a buddy and do art. Fun art, not “for sale” art. My shoulders slumped – I love creativity but I’ve no clue who this “buddy” would be…?
Her second suggestion was to do something a little different, something new, everyday. It didn’t have to take long. And post it on FB for accountability’s sake. Okay – not sure what this will do, but I’m game.
Day One of “Do The New” ~
An old friend starts to chat on FB and suggests, out of the blue, that we should get together and make mandalas and artsy vision boards. Well, butter my butt and call me a biscuit. I feel a “New” creative powah winging in like a boomerang. THAT fast and I didn’t even try. Whoa.
Later that night more newness arrives as I’m staring sadly at our now crispy Christmas tree. I hate saying goodbye. The smell is one of my all time faves. Like camp fires, lilacs and butter in the frying pan. Then it hits me. Make a bag of pine-pourri! My spirits are immediately lifted. Now, anytime I need a pine-fix, I crush this big baggie of needles and snnnnniiiff in the goodness.
Day Two of “Do the Noob”
I set out to play with watercolors without needing to “produce” something “good.” (This is very new…)
I go for rainbows, even though they are so unicorny. I hear my messy BS (Belief Systems) yammering, “you’re wasting time and expensive watercolor paper,” but I don’t listen. The exercise is a perfect foil for my lack-consciousness Bolshevik.
As I relax and let go, I create this meme about our powerful inner light. It makes me smile.
Out of the blue, I’m invited to be a guest at a book signing in NYC with Paul Williams (“The Rainbow Connection” song writer,) for his book Gratitude and Trust. The hubster and I have a new type of date!
Day 3 – is a busy blur with my boys.
Day 4 – I take my big tub of marvelous
markers & begin decorating my “Create
Your Shining Year In Biz + Life
workbook” from the magical Leonie
Dawson. I generally resist a stodgy
“year-end review.” My last blog post will give you the skinny. Finances make me fidget.
BUT. As I doodle on the pages of my workbook, I easy-pease my way into the tougher questions, and I find I’ve done a lot more this
year than I’d realized! I was so focused on
“what did NOT work” I could not see ALL that DID work. Old BS can sneak up kind of ninja- like – I didn’t even notice I’d ditched my rose colored glasses.
I’m feeling a new freedom creeping in. Without realizing it, by putting my attention on simple joys, I’ve taken my attention OFF my trouble- spots.
I, the health nut, eat dessert for dinner. A big hot fudge sundae with caramel, too. I suffer no ill effects. My boys love it.
Out of the blue, two new coaching clients sign up for more sessions.
Day 5 – I dive back into my “Create Your Shining Year Workbook.” As I’m blessing my belly- flops from 2014, I remember I haven’t done a “Burning Bowl of BS (Belief Systems)” to let go of 2014.
So yay! I write out my BS fears and darkness, and find many fun ways to say GOODBYE (toodle-lou, peace out, so-long-sucka, take care panda bear etc,) which immediately makes me snicker!
Lightheartedness, a sure sign of being in the moment, is THE place of powerful creation.
As the BS burns, I take a picture to share with Suzi. Then I notice thenote which had said, “Good riddance perfectionism and not being good enough,” had one word left in red – DANCE.
Day 6 – Driving my boys to their co-op, I decide my newbie d’jour will be to strike up a deeper conversation rather than just chit- chat. Whatdaya know, the yoga teacher is just leaving as I sit down and several of us get talking about the mind-body connection. Plus one of the co-op organizers asks about my motivational talk for the teens in the spring and boing! a New idea for it bounces in like a baby bunny.
Day 7 – We go to Paul Williams’ book signing ….and I give Paul a copy of my own memoir (I’m normally not so bold…) The hubster and I haven’t had a cool date in a long awhile.
Holy Obi-Wan Kenobi. I put ‘New’ on my radar and my Reticular Activating System is manifesting ‘New’ like a Star Trek replicater.
When we consciously shift our focus, the universe synchronizes to whatever we choose. It’s a magic mirror that, without judgment, shows how our thoughts, feelings and FOCUS are co- creative powerhouses.
Here are some of the fun synchronicities from my week…
1.) I couldn’t find my perfect “Word for 2015” to carry through the year. Then a wondrous woman named Zhi Bell, emailed and thanked me for the “BraveHeartisty” in my memoir. My new WORD!
2.) Hubster doesn’t necessarily relate to my deep need for creative-solitude. Then out of the blue (instead of out-of-oblivion, as Abraham Hicks says,) he suggests that we take 10 feet in the garage, wall it off and make an art/writing studio – just for moi. Shut the front door.
Goodies appearing “out of the blue” are just our imagination, thoughts and joys catching up to us. They’ve come to meet their maker.
3) My last blog post was about keeping the heart open. I took this photo of the crystal bear with the rainbows it casts on the wall behind it. A green sparkly light appeared at the bear’s heart center. Aw!
4.) I asked for a sign from Mother Mary (a statue, a book – anything) that she is working behind the scenes with me and my boys. Today my son shows me a temporary tattoo he’d like on his wrist. He asks what it is, and I realize it’s a fleur-de-lis. My heart skips a beat. It’s Mary’s symbol. High five.
This has been a most excellent and eye-opening exercise! The best part is that it illustrates, to we recovering control freaks, that we do NOT have to force, bribe, manhandle or continually focus on “what we desire.” If you’re like me, you’ve already ASKED for certain dreams to manifest (like, a hundred times.) It’s time to chill and rest assured that Source is on it. Go find something fun to do in the meantime. Focus on the New. Jump into Joy. In that space of openness, our co-creative workshop is in full bloom, year round. Just plant a little joy at a time and watch ‘em all sprout up.
Joy for its own sake. What a concept. My continued assignment for this week is “Find Your Fab!”
Put this on YOUR daily ta-dah list and find
an accountability partner. Or tag me on FB.
With a “simple” shift in focus, watch how
the universe will line up the fun and surprising braveheartistry just for YOU.
Michelle and I would LOVE to celebrate your magical discoveries, so please leave ‘em in the comments. Banzai!